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2007-09-03T20:15:00.000+08:00

today was the first written nlevel exam.&yes.i am so nervous!go to skul with azmaniac.first paper starts at 0800hrs-0830hrs.it was mt paper.& its easy!&to wait for second paper at 1400hrs-1530hrs.lme kn? kn? kn?haha.waited and waited at skul.was supposed to go to base with ayid dey all.but chnged my mind.decided to be with farah(first gf!) & ruby(second gf!).it was really quiet and creepy.no one except us,teachers (some) n servants.we first sat in the skul canteen.but then moved away cos the skul canteen was SOOO dusty due to the renovation of our new skul just beside our skul old building which was just beside the skul canteen.we den sat at the busker's corner stage.talked and talked and talked.and then planned to haf mcd breakfast tmr morning.yeay!really looking forward to it.mesti fun laa!so the tyme strike at two.tyme to assemble at eng lc room.

was starting....

tick...

tock...

tick...

tock........................DEN..........RADIO SPOILED!

my school.oh god.so sengket!how to listen to our lc rite?ass.idiotic skul.stupidity.but den i managed to listen again carefully as that was the last repeatation.
paper finish.tyme to head homeyy!
so its raining.rain rain rain.reach home.same old thing.eat,bath,sleep,watch tv,eat again,bla....bla...bla..

and now computering,myspacing,friendstering,blogging,chatting.urgh.so boring.tmr paper was mt lc.
anyway,last saturday was fun!i really went to ecp with nizam dey all!yeay!fun u know!it was raining so heavily dat i have nth to cover me.i was lyke wet.well only at the back of my body.so maybe dats all ive got to tell u?cos further more is way too personnel=))

not to forget,

FARAH AND RUBY!DONT BUBBLE OKAY!MCD BREAKFAST HERE WE GO=DD

2007-08-31T17:20:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.first thing, a big apology to fizzy for not coming to ur gig.i'm really busy with stuff.anyway!nlevel starts next week.glad its eng&mt.maths n science on the month of october.pheww!still haf more tyme to revise!today's teachers day.im not present to school.pple say its boring cos the concert was like down.so im lucky!hah.anyway,this saturday im going to ecp with nizam dey all.but im realli not sure if im going.cos i haf some plans with my family!&oh yes.guess wat..

DART HAVE A CAT!
n yes.its SUPER SUPER CUTE!
imagine.pple lyke hym have a cat?cute rite?
but de name not cute aha.

&also,
DIN HAVE TWO CATS!
well act,i dont really lyke cats.bunnies is way more cuter!

anyway,today suppose to company efy mit nizam.but its canceled cos i overslept.ya.and now blogging.long tyme nvr update!
viewed at kyn's fren's blog.pity pity kyn.fought with her fren!dats wat i hate abt gf's.always fight.& dats y i haf little gf's.mayb 3 or 4.i mean.trust me.its better cos gerls tends to talk behind pple's back.i know cos ive experienced and ive been lyke dat before.but ive changed!little gf's are cool.but more bf's more cooler.i haf more bf's den gf's.not a flirt okay!dis are frens.i realli realli hope between u(kikyn) & the girl ur fighting with right now,going to be okay sooner.wish u THE BEST.smile!

2007-08-27T19:07:00.000+08:00

hello everyone.know what?DART'S ex angry with me.okay?abt wat?just bcos i send comments to hym?well he asked me too!angry angry la.like i care like dat.u pn satu laa dart!how she going to know whether u guys are history ke tkkn?just looked at ur status.u making her confused!wat the helllll.like seriously there's MORE other girls giving hym comments.smpi sempat chat thru commenting.why not mad at them?im ONLY giving hym COMMENTS.not CHATTING!erghh.whatever.

anyway,im not being proud or happy of myself but.okay.five person waiting for me.and believe or not,one of them was my BESTFRIEND.anyone with the same school as i am,will obviously damn fucking clearly know who is my bestfriend.yes.its the mohawk hair with adidas bag.OMG.it all happens in our temporary class during english lesson.we all doing our worked.everytime we do our schoolwork,we SURELY sit together.so i realised that he reali been acting weird at me at that time.when i talked to him,he looked into my eyes.as though like we just met.its like he looked at me like he nvr look at me before.understand?den he started to like take newspaper n write sumtink.im not sure abt what he write at first.den..'atyq.errm.aku nk kau turn to this page,(showing numbers of page to flip).after kau buat keje,kau tgk.jgn tunjukkn sape2 kae?'so i scribble everything on my schoolwork.go back to my place and flip the pages at the newspaper that been instructed.

PAGE 10 written: Atyq
PAGE 11 written: Will
PAGE 14 written: you be
PAGE 16 written: my
PAGE 20 written: girlfriend??

SHOCKED.

on the cover page of the newsapaper, he write:

Do you love me?
Yes / No

i looked at hym and said yes(as in friends).

he write again:

confirm?

i looked at hym again and said 'its not that im rejecting u or sumthing uh.its not that aku b eing jual mahal ke ape.but sendirikn,bukan kau srg nkkn aku.tap ade lag.but aku blng drg yg at this moment aku tnk into gfbf tingy.nlevel is next week and i need to concentrate.besides,im not ready at all.somehow i dont know why i feel awkward towards relationship.

he kept quiet.hys dissapointed okay!but then i mangaed to make hym happy and make hym rmbr about hys ex.sorry F_ _ _ _D.i really do.i LOVE u as my BESTFRIEND.

Anyway,yesterday i was like online on msn.chat was nice.but once u done a wee-lil-bit mistake,u wont be able to chat to that someone.this was the second of the five person.hys twenty.going to ns.and a reali reali nice person.and with a good sense of humour.there's this damn sexy beautiful girl madly in love with hym.but he don't.she was a lil' bit arabic.fair skin tall.age 18.hys display pic was her pic.there,she took picture of her chest(but wearing the thing laa) that have something written on it.it was the name of the hym.so i pm hym.he said that he doesnt like her.he haf no feelings at all.i mean come on larr F_ _H.she like every men's dream!(serious.if u guys take a look at it,beware of ur jaw!)i asked hym.'u gila is it?she's damn fucking sexy and pretty.why u dont like her?'and he says'wat for like someone that u dont even haf feelings on her?plus i like u.........err...............so wat u doing?'

2ND SHOCKED.

'err F__H,i think u realli need to wake up.i mean she's 18 and im 16!senang kate,im yp!ur 20!y take yp's??than he said'as i said,im weird.i go ga-ga for chinese looking girls.'okay i was lyke OO-MMMMM-GGG!!!im speechless n sign out.confused.CONFUSED.CONDUSED!!!

and by the way,how the hell he knows that im mixed?-_-

2007-08-24T23:51:00.000+08:00

today is friday.last week of school.this morning was very funny.aha.efy, man & me was siting at void deck.again waiting for school assemble to ring.usually it rings at 0720 a.m.so we wait.talking,games,laughing.happy hour in the morning!haha.in abt 3 mins i look at the surrounding.it was lyke getting brighter.i looked at the time.OMG.it was already 0722 a.m. & the bell of our school assemble can be heard clearly!well i mean not only the three of us.but there's some behind us.running.hah.okay so man was panicked.but my sister n me was not.we reached at the back gate,&this fucking spoiler counsellor locked the gate.fucked.lyke how do we get in?by the front?obviouly,we're gonna get caught for late.& then there's this chinese girl scolded the stupid counsellor.but that ass do nth.lyke HELLO!cant u just unlock it??we are not late to be exact!that fucking counsellor keep on saying' oh the keys are from the other counsellor.it's not with me.'EH FUCK.UR LEG IS NOT A MILLION DOLLAR LEG.I THGT U WERE FROM THE SCHOOL TRACK AND FIELD TEAM?SINCE U LOVE RUNNING, WHY CAN'T THE FUCKING HELL U RUN AND TOOK THE KEYS U IDIOTIC COUNSELLOR???luckily a rescuer,dnt helper came by and unlock it.SEE!HE'S NOT A COUNSELLOR BUT HE HELPED US!what kind of counsellor is this.we enter and walked quickly.flag raising started!we should be standing.but we walked with the others.ya n we got busted by mr.koh as we were trying to join our class by the back of the school canteen.n guess wat?we were send to parade square,standing infront of everyone.our back facing them.(atleast!well tkkn nk face them?)we were questioned of walking when flag raising started.urgh.zack,my classmate got away!left me, man, efy, james and gabriel.james and gabriel was lyke not satisfied and started arguing with chui.dey were brought to office.n then the three of us.setan came to us and asked us to take out our mt storybk.haha.it was funny.that was the first tyme,me and man talked to each other.i mean whispering.ahha.we sat down.waiting for minutes to end the assemble.den james came by.chui den started checked our bags.i looked at man.he panicked and asking me to asked efy to hide his lighter.but to late.chui was lyke coming over to efy.left with no choice but to hide it.i hide it in my shoe.man was relieved.i think?

GABRIEL:nth
JAMES: ciggratte
EFY: nth
ME: nth
MAN: nth (pheww!)
AND THEN...

zack came!i thght he hide?hw come he was here?he sat beside man with lyke not happy face.lol.chui came to hym n check hys bag too.while checking,zakwan came to us too and sat beside zack.

ZACK: nth
ZAKWAN: nth to check. no bag.
& chui was mad.silent reading ended and he made an announcement saying that we did not bring any textbook.but efy got bring two.man bring one.for me none!but assesment book.zack none.zakwan obviously none.so do james and gabriel.when the rest were dismssing,chui came to us and talked.still,the lighter in my shoe.chui den let us go.i returned the lighter to man and went baq to class.with zack infront me.well hys my enemy.so no talking.efy and man wen to their classes.that settles it.kn?haha.

2007-08-19T19:35:00.000+08:00

ydae was fun.well act not really fun.i dont get to spend more time with nizam dey all.i went to merlion watching fireworks with rocky labu & hys friend, fai.okay lar.i mean long time tk jumpe.so quite fun la.aha.de fireworks was awesome.really.but de people there was $&*%!so squeezy!we had a hard time searching for efy, nizam & the others.atlast just the three of us.after watching we meet them at singaore river.dere,me n efy follow nizam to laupasat.ya &leaving rocky labu n hys friend there.saying hys not coming.act de reason i follow efy with is because i wanna mit din, dart, mazuki n de others!i totally miss dem okay!& yes! me n din okay already! he text me the other day.saying hys sorry cos hys prepaid low!=D

otw to laupasat.STOPPED.me n efy realised that there's NO bus!how to go home like dat.aiyoOoOo.dalar tmr my grandparents dtg.we haf to be present there!respect larkn.agree?hah.so the rescuers,helping us searching for bus: NIZAM, DIN, ATIQ and unknown name (i dont know wat hys name okay!) A BIG THANK YOU!

it was so tiring!until half way, atiq n dis unknown guy go laupasat first.so ya.finally still no bus.we took taxi.so cute!only nizam n din.help us to stop a taxi!cutekn.aha.n yes yes.head home atlast.n oh ya, A BIG BIG THANK YOU TO THE BOTH OF YOU!

okay.im tired.

2007-08-16T19:53:00.000+08:00

i had cpa practical for prelim just now.man.it was easy!poor fareed.he asking me for help!so sorry my dear bestfriend!i just can't.snoopy keep looking at me.anyway!i hate my prelim exam siting arrangement in the lab.know why?my enemy was beside me!ergh.but yg penting,the practical was easy!&yes tmr is eoa practical.&now im practising!well de dyno and dart...speechless.i text dyno the other day:

IQA: Helo din.are you okay?asl senyap.are u mad at me?

AND NO REPLY FROM HIM!WTH??IM TRYING TO SETTLE THINGS HERE OKAY!
next is dart.okay.
again he's in relationship now.
but he dont know that i know.
he text me the other day:

DART: If u care 4 me,
I care 4 u.
U miss me,
I miss u.
U msg me,
I msg u.
U 4gt me..
Im sorry this is where im different from u..
I wun 4gt u.Hee..
U tkcr iqa!
Nite.Nite!=DD
Dart <3 eu

& i nvr rply.i mean.i just dont know what to say.first he had a gf.imagine how the gf feel if she knows her bf start saying this thing to other grrl.LOVE is nothing to play about with.he even text me with all those 'syg-syg'.i cant to this.i cant say back.to top it all,he IS a flirt.hys comments was like.was like not hys status are right nw.its like hys single.pitykn hys gf?i told hym once, that i wont make the relationship happen between us if it were possible.& he say 'it may possible.'just think okay!how your gf going to feel??should i continue texting hym or ignore hym?someone tell me!

2007-08-14T20:25:00.000+08:00

Ouh fcuk.like I was just online &saw hys nick.’damn shes fine!’.ive got two tickets to iron maiden baby.come with me on Friday. Don’t say maybe.’ WTF.ouhk.seriously. speechless.ouh god.I LIKE U EVER SINCE WE TALKED ON THE PHONE LAST YEAR!it’s not that im too busy with stuff &that when u asked me out, all my reasoned was ‘im busy’.not jual mahal okay!it was serious!i was happy when just recently u beeped me.but not anymore!some lucky lucky grrl that might get u.but y??!!!argh.anyway,today is a rough day.dart n dyno.come on!no fighting can?this is a small matter!why fight?stop saying fuck or watsoever to each other larrr.

To: DART

People told me u've been flirting around.and that's the fact about u.u told me u broke up with ur grrlfren.but alot of people told ur still attached.y lie?

To: DYNO

You mad at dart just because he contact with me.we're just frens.like u and me.y get so angry?u mad at me but now u urself contacting with my schoolmate.itu pun im NOT angry.

please please.dont seperate okay!i just know u guys recently.and now fighting.each against each other.i feel blamed.SO PLEASE!

2007-08-10T16:46:00.000+08:00

first thing,OMG!like seriously.it's been a LONG time since i update my blog!ALOT of new things happen to me.& i simply LOVE IT!who ever like been follow up to my blog which i don't think there is, haha, thank you so much.changed of url okay!so do tag n link.anyway new friends coming up.&i LOVE THEM!especially KIKYN!haha.but remember,i'm not someone who forget the silver when i have the gold ones.okay?

2007-01-07T13:22:00.000+08:00

On 29 of October 06, he send me a mxg. saying he wanted my msn add. i din rply coz my frnster id kinda corrupted. On 6 November 06 he send me a smile. So dats where my heart starts to beat. Its so coincident because on de 13 November 06, i broke up wid my ex. I found out he haf been sending me mxgs at frenster on de 16 November 06. So dats where we strted to contact each other. Thru msn, we chatted. To tell eu de truth, i had a hard tyme forgetting abt my ex. But wen i gt to noe hym, its lyke so miracle. I COMPLETELY forget abt my ex. Seriously. On dat moment i reali thgt he cld be de one. Chatted thru de dae, he asked me fer my no. Dat was a gud strt ! Mxgng n finally thru de fone. Quite long we've been noe each other. He's sweet, FUNNY, easy to tok wid. I feel comfortable sharing my probs to hym. He's..he's reali sweet. Someone dat i cldn't ignore. Ydae, we tok on de fone. We kinda lyke fight for a while. Tryna tell hym sumtink but i cldn't. He hung up without even waiting fer me to sae gdbye or sumtink. He den called my hme. Surprise at first coz its de first tyme he called my home. Frm dere, we strted to tok things out. Felt relieved after wat i told hym. Dun reali expect hym to be so carring. Well dis was jux at de moment. I dun noe wat will happen in de future. Is he going to continue lyke dis or forget abt me. Haiss. Hu noes wat will happen.

2006-12-20T23:39:00.000+08:00

its been a LONG tyme since i update dis blog. lazy larr. n bz ! haha. so thx fer pple hu oready relink me n thx fer tagging me ! nwaes nwaes been alot erf unpleasant tragedies lately. bt not ol ! haha. n ouh ya to UNKNOWN taggers, stp saying abt me going on wid indra, or whoever wana tok abt hym or haf sumtink to maq comments abt hym, pls pls dun tag me okae ? we are so HISTORY ! nuting to do wid hym animre. haiss. ouh ya, still going on for a job haunting. next year sit fer n-level ! dead-scred. huahua. so many things to do next yr, so little tyme ! las two days, went to kendarat. eqa me n efy kinda late. we were supposed to get $30 but bcoz we're late, we gt $25. haha. wat a waste. dumb-dumb.

2006-09-11T21:02:00.000+08:00

last sunday. ydae. a GREAT dae. noe y ? DARDAR GET PUNK'D ! harhar ! dis was hw its strted. we were slacking arnd at derh voideck. dardar n weihao order sum pizza. dere were dardar, weihao, me, haiqhal (dardar's cuz) n mahathir. n yea. wait abt a few mins n derh pizza man cme. dardar go pay. bt found he's WALLET was nt dere. act, it was in MY beg ! okae. so dardar cnt figure out where hys wallet was at first. a LIGHTBULB flashed in my mind. hehe. i told derh other three guyx abt hiding dardar's wallet. he gt TWO wallet. so one, haiqhal hide it. and the other one weihao hide it in hys laptop. dardar cme wid derh pizza. smiles crossed my face ! we lyke ol sengeh2 ey ! okae so stp ! dun wan dardar to suspect. ol derh while he plce derh pizza on a chess table. we ate it. n dardar FORGET abt hys wallet ! hehe ! derh luks on hys face. so pity sia ! he didnt noe anitink ! harhar ! after both boxes erf pizza finished, dardar REALISED hys wallet was nt wid hym ! he told me hys wallet was in my beg ! first he gt it correct. but wen i chnged my face to sum-wat lyke ACT QRIOUZ fce , i told hym hys wallet was nt wid hym. he luk at my fce. thght i lied. act i DID. bt he belive it really was nt wid me ! jyeah ! he went arnd lyke a mad person shouting where's ,my wallet ?! haiqhal n mahathir pretend to search fer derh wallet. dey told dardar dey go check hys wallet at dis nearest chinese funeral's toilet. coz dardar went dere at derh first place. okae. so i cant taq it. i BURST out wid laughter. SERIOUSLY, he face was so damn CUTE wen he was lyke so qriouz erf hys tings. hehe ! he cme to me. grab my hand and check my pockets. dear, derh wallet's nt wid me ! hehe ! i cant jux let hym tink it was me. he luks so pity. REALI ! so i told hym secretly. hys wallet was wid haiqhal. he ran to haiqhal n dunoe snatched hys belongings ! harhar ! nw, he gt one erf hys wallet. hys other wallet was a MAJOR success ! dardar reali thght hys other wallet was reali lost ! weihao was so GUD at hiding tings. before dardar checked weihao's laptop, he oready took it n hide in one erf pizza empty boxes. pretending to throw it. n AGAIN before dardar checked derh empty boxes, weihao grabed it n placed it at hys baq erf hys shrts. harhar ! dardar dunoe. he checked on me, mahathir n haiqhal. nt knowing hys wallet was REALI act at weihao ! den dis weihao go n sae 'indra, i dunoe y dun suspect me one ?!' haiyo ! it taq HRS fer dardar to searched fer hys wallet okae ! den FINALLY weihao said dat. OBVIOUSLY dardar go to hym n took hys wallet away ! haha ! reali funi lar sei ! dardar..next tyme, kip ur wallet at derh SAFEST PLACE ! dun be CARELESS !harhar ! lurv ya hunnie !

2006-09-08T23:54:00.000+08:00

yeay ! WOOHOTS ! its GF`S REUNION DAE ! fridae nyte out ! yerp. KECOH ! harhar. it ol started frm EQA. act, planned to go to sentosa. hmm bt everione woke up kinda LATE ! so chnged our mind. we went to bugis instead. as usual. i searched fer skert. finally NONE. harhar. nuting caught my eye. haiz. we went dere without amy. she gt a problem wid j. heheh. aftr looking arnd we went to ps to mit amy dere. bt she was late. by 3 HRS ! harhar ! nemind nemind. we gf`s UNDERSTND each other ! huuhuu ! it was nyte by derh tyme amy was wid us. planned to eat at PIZZA HUT. n we did ! mostly, eqa TREAT us ol ! bt me, efy n amy forked out sum money. yea ! shasha did nt forked out ani of it coz she no money liao. wait wait outside pizza hut. it was FULL HOUSE ! tick tock tick tock n FINALLY, we gt to gt in ! yeay ! start to order order ! heheh. we had CHEESEYBITES n others lyke chickens wings, garlic breads n others. we had FUN eating together ! yea. laughed lyke nobody buisness ! dis one friendly guy frm pizza hut gif us a FREE garlic bread ! well he was CUTE aftrol ! sum chinese+malay blood guy. harhar. n nt to forget, amy our rescuer brought hur digital camera. obviously, WE took tons erf pix ! hehe ! till derh last bite, BURP ! haha. arnd nine plux, we went to esp. nt much pple. BORING ! we took pix again. heheh ! n leave at arnd ten plux n of to hme ! hehe. SERIOUSLY a great dae to rmbr ! LURV YA OL !

2006-09-07T11:55:00.000+08:00

ydae. went out wid dardar ! hehe. went to PS to catched a movie. monster house ! so hilarious ! harhar. police cme by. sianz. checked checked watever checked. den let us go. haiyar. leceh lar. den went to town. find dis stupid zara boutique n went of to faiz plaza. search every levels just to find A SKERT ! man. my legs gets jelly-o ! met rumidah dere. she's pretty liao ! dardar bought a pair of handsocks wid skeletons printed. kewl ! spent most of our tyme at faiz. den thght erf meeting effy n avie. bt nahh. dey went out wid avie's brudders. arnd 1800hrs plux went baq to bp to lpk. dardar told me abt derh real hym. shocked lar sei ! bt cant stp hym ler. haiz. went baq hme den. eat eat watch tv. DARDAR CALLED ! yeay ! chitchat fer awhile coz he haf to entertain hys cuz. me understanding okae ! den went to slip. todae, mayb am meeting hym. nw im alone lar. bored bored. wana go mit dardar, hys cuz n weihao. hmm. kemungkinan besar, going to werk out our new blog project ! harhar. cant figure out wat is it rite ? eu'll c den !

2006-09-04T11:30:00.000+08:00

ouh fcuklar. arep. mxg me again las sat. haiyar. dun wish to sae ere. dat 's' might noe it. dun wan arep n hur fight bcoz erf dis. nwaes las fri hang out wid indra in my place. yea. on sat wen to bn lay wid indra to c salapedas play soccer. harhar. den dis izmir kena bantai coz hys bdae was on dat dae. so pity ey ! zaimi beat hym lyke wat sa. izmir lyke a doll sa ! hehe. my dardar oso involve lar. haiz. arnd 2 plus proceed to town. meet amy n j at faiz plaza. thght dey arrived first. nt dem bt us ! eat eat at kfc. amy n j arrived....tok2 abt dis arep n 's' cse. bla..bla..bla..den amy n j wen to other plce to eat while dardar n me went to taq neoprint. hehe. KECOH ! harhar. shout2 lyke nobody business. bt FUN ! ol dose cute curtains at de backgrnd erf d neopront dat we took luks kewl ! heheh. den dardar discovered one erf our pix luks sumtink wrng. dardar becum invisible ! but he luks totally CUTE in dat pix ! hehe. aftr cutting de pix, amy n j came to us. walk2 n stp by. company dem smoke2. but wait ! am nt a smoker okae ! dardar going to stp soon ! wee~....aftr dat jln2. went baq to faiz plaza. sit dwn n wait fer efy n avie. so long sa ! until me n dardar get pissed of. harhar. lme sgt tgu. den meet haziq ! first tyme saw hym fce to fce ! din expect hym to luk lyke dat. harhar. ouhklar. getting bored erf waiting, we leave. went to clementi to mit zaimi. eat eat again at hazwani. hmm..nt finish ! dardar n me gt so tied up ! lucky zaimi was dere. he finished 3 plates ! harhar ! arnd 10 went baq to bukit pnjng. dardar sent me hme. zaimi follow too. arrived at hme. dunoe wat AREP mxg me. bla..bla..bla..suddenly get so frustrated. dardar oso i scold hym without any valid reason. poor dardar. soe kae ! dardar go ton wid hys brudders. told me he gt so mad at me de wae i treated hym. feel so bad lar. soe dardar ! lurv eu onlie okae. till todae, both erf us lyke no mood. nw am waiting hym to wake up. wonder if he reali still sleeping or nt. nwae dardar, wana tell ya dat jgn slalu pikiran ouhk ? rmbr, i LURV eu onli. i diam2 pn bkn sbb i terigtkn arep. i wore dat ring nt bcoz erf arep. lets jux sae its MEANINGLESS. let bygones be bygones. hpe eu undersntd my situation nw. but wat i wan eu to noe is dat, i lurv eu ONLI !

2006-09-01T10:25:00.000+08:00

haiyar. haf to taq cre erf my hse. boring sa. wana go mit my dardar. but cannot. wats mre ? he STILL sleeping. ydae aftr skul wen to clementi. mit de salapedas. nt quite exciting. cant get to enter in pool as im underage. harhar. but thx to dardar, he company me ol alng ! lurv ya hunnie ! heheh. mish hym ey. tmr am going out wid amy,j,efy and avie. dunoe if dardar free tmr or nt. haiz. anther prob wid dis 'ass'. de case is CLOSE. but she STILL open up de chapter. wad derh fcuklar ? i haf STOP tagging ur fcuking tagboard oready. apelag kau mau siol ? cant eu c ? eu hapy wid arep n im MRE HAPI wid my dardar. so wad mre du eu wan ? y mcm tk puas g2 eh ? pple been telling me ur such a CHILDISH. dun shw ur CHILDISHNESS to me lar dey. tings REALI over. so stp wadeva tings ur trying to maq. OKAE ? haiz. pity wid such pple.

2006-08-30T14:51:00.000+08:00

eyy. harhar. yea. umm. last nite. received a mxg frm arep. its stated two days ago n todae. hmm. noe wat ? arep wan me baq ! gosh. derh tyme wen he was wid shasha, i mxg and kol hym, he ignore. i cried asking hym to be wid me. but he still ignore. nw, he did dat to me. he wan me baq so bardly. he reali wan. de wae he said maq me feel lyke sianz sa ! walau. he oready get he's dream gerl. shasha. so y want me ? he told me he still lurv me. but nw my heart fer sumone else. n dats my one n only indra. my dardar ! i lurv hym truly. fer arep, i tink de bes wae is fer hym to sty wid shasha. even thgh i hate hur, i felt pity to hur. she wrote at hur blog saying she's hapi wid arep. but arep told me he lurv me mre. ouh god. im soe i cant get baq to eu. i reali cant forget de tymes eu cheated on me. eu told me to wait but end up eu wid shasha. atlas eu said ur fams took ur hp. wth. wat are eu trying to sae ? we can be in a relationship. but jux frens. not mre than dat. i cant leave my dardar as i only lurve hym n he lurvs me too. arep, dun break ur princess's heart. she lurves eu. and so do ur fam. ur fam hate me. dey lurv shasha. n eu shld try to maq n effort to lurv hur lyke hw eu lurv me rite nw. dun leave sumone unecessarily. tink again. im not being selfish ere. but jux tink again.

2006-08-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

hey pple ! long tyme AGAIN havent update my blog kae ! harhar. am nw wid indra my hubbie ! n hys fren, wei hao. using hys fren's laptop. harhar. nw at void deck. jux met amy, dayah, j n one erf their frens. haha. dey told me abt 'ass' ! hehe. going out wid amy n j dis sat. mayb oni. gona bring my dardar ! hehe. hmm. dish 'ass' tag my hunnie. sae she's soe. its to late ! tings oready happen. deres no turning baq. eu told me to speak to eu face-to-face. but nw, ur de one hu's nt doing it. sae soe to my dardar's blog. y cant eu speak up by urself ? i thght eu told me not to. but eu urself are doing it. tsk tsk. such a pity. my fren told me shes a trendy wanker ! kuakuakua ! harhar. im nw MORE HAPPY widd my dear sweetie indra. i lurve hym to d max sa ! n nuting cn sprate us to ol SNATCHERS. haha. got dat fcuker ? im nt saying eu. im saying to pple hu are a SNATCHER. hahas. since im wid indra, im leading a happy lyfe. he's sweet ya noe ! hehes. lurv ya hunnie ! i lurve eu so much ! miss ya loads !muackz ! =)

2006-08-23T15:22:00.000+08:00

ive been fooled. twice. first was "w". nw was my own BESTFREN. she was "s". my bestie. my gf. BETRAYED me. n he. fooled me. AGAIN. wat was he tinking ? he asked me to wait fer hym. yea. i waited. till i get to noe frm dis veri kind gerl. cant tell d nme. "s" might noe it. she told my sis. n dat mxg was being passed dwn to me - las fri, "s" get possessed. n its so obvious. she PRETENDED to be one. she kip saying 'arep. help me.' y hym ? y not other guys ? dey holdhands. not onli dat. "s" kissed hym. fcuk. no wonder he didnt called me. asked me to b silence at d moment. n yea. to b wid "s". so dat deres no disturbance. shit rite ? first person i told dis was my clozefren. INDRA. nid to haf sum pep tok to dis "s". i cried in class. cried madly. mxged n called hym. he didnt ans or rply. wats he's problem ? well if he do it, he shld atleast face de consequences. nw it reali shows dat he's GUILTY. i lurved hym lyke crazy. n dis was wat he done to me. wat so special abt "s" ? she get dumped frm a number erf guys. n trying to flirt ? wid mine ? nt onli she kissed arep. she kissed other guys. wtf. nw i noe d real "s". shes flirt. desprate fer guys. a snatcher. y me ? she noe i n hym are an item. but den y does she haf to do these to me ? rite nw, i can feel tears rolling dwn my cheek. i was even MORE confused wen i get to noe he n "s" are n item. omg. asked hys frens. all said no. if its no, den y isnt he answering hys fone wen i called ? its so obvious arep ! y are eu doing dis to me ? eu told me to wait fer eu ! i waited lyke such an idiotic ! i trust ur swit fcuking toker shit ! n dis was wat eu revealed ? gosh. n "s". i helped eu abt ur lovelife ALOT. den y dis ? asking fer revenge ? bt wat haf i done ? tell me will eu ? hapi eu get wat eu wanted ? HAPI ?? no use kip crying. d ting haf already happen. im realli dissapointed in hym n my own bestfren. hpe eu guys haf a hapi lyfe together forever. im ere jus wishing all d bes fer ur relationship.

2006-08-21T16:47:00.000+08:00

yesterdae called hys hme. he was nt dere. he mxg me. told me nt to bother hym animre as hys stressed. i dun noe if i shld believe hym. but yea. im de person hu follows wats in my mind. he doesnt want me to bother hym. ouhk. dat was wat he wans. i fullfilled it. he told me he wan us to b silent at d moment. but we are still on. fine. i do wat eu sae. argh. lets jux tok abt different tings. making me gone crazy de mre i tink erf it. nwae, ydae when out wid indra, wei hao n rachel. fun n exciting. most erf it was FUNNIE ! hahar. we watched 'An American Haunting'. its quite a complicated story at first. but wen indra explain it to me, i understnd ! heheh. its a scary movie till i screamed ! indra laughed at me ! hmmph ! hawhaw. dats bcoz, i pretended to b brave. by telling hym i wasnt scared. atlast, im d one to shouted it all ! heheh. its really funnie at dat moment ! i couldnt help it ! i giggles quietly rmmbring abt it when im at skewl jux nw. guess i wasnt paying attention to todaes lesson at skewl jux nw ! a BIG thk eu to Mr. Indra Amsyar ! eu've been companying me whenever im feeling low. lower den a skateboard's wheels. SERIOUS ! i went out wid hym everityme i wana lose out my stress. he alwys cheer me up. a great fren dat i will nvr forget. he too undrstnd my probs everityme i shared my probs wid hym. he even helped wid it ! i owe eu one setan ! =)

2006-08-19T16:48:00.000+08:00

its been such a LONG tyme since i update dis blog. yea. my com spoil. i dun haf tyme to check my frenster n bloggie. even msn. haiz. missed chatting wid pple i use to chat wid. heheh. niwaes ive got loads erf stories to tell ya. but its impossible fer me to write der whole ting in my blog! mayb i just reflect myself fer todae. cant go out todae. my ezlink. argh. from my dm ! nid to go fer dc den can get dat fcuking ting. nvr will i enter dat stupid dc ! harhar. well. i might self maq a new one ! n my phone bills ! gosh. $140 ! man. where cn i get dose huge sum. starting frm tomorow, i wont b able to use fone ! gak ! hawhaw. yea. um. jux rmbrd abt setan. poor setan. im pity on hym ! hys ex, fooled hym. haiyar. n as fer me, haish. dunoe lar. im abit upset wid hym. deres so much wrong he done to me. n nw, avoiding me. wat was hys motive to do all dis shit ? am i lyke, argh ! fcuk ! dun wana sae it. toodles.

2006-06-19T11:08:00.000+08:00

wellow pple!hahas.long tyme nvr update ya.sori!been bz fighting widd my..uh..dad.hmm.nwaes tyme do flew upp fast uh.another one week mre to skul.sux larghh!.i hate skul uhh.mutherfcuk-ed.aiyoss.nwaes nwaes ive got a mxg frm dish irritating guy calledd cicak AGAIN.wat mre does he want?he's trying tuhh tell miie badd tings abt arep.trying tuhh maq mie andd arep apart.fcuk-ed up la cibai!we ARE overr.so STOP pestering us ass-hole.he may did sumtinkk dat i dunchh lyke.but atleast he's trying tuhh stop.he's 10 more tymes gudd than eu.wen we were togetherr,eu nvr appreciate marhh luv tuhh eu.my final decision was tuhh be widd arep.got dat?animore comments or ideas trying tuhh maq us apart?if eu do STOP.im not going tuhh tokk or c eu ferr derhh rest erff marhh lyfe..AND I MEAN IT!

2006-06-07T14:54:00.000+08:00

heys! dere.hu ever readd dis.gudd fer euu den.hahas.am bored ere nw.hmm..nwaes nw reali tite aite.my gf`s been verii bz widd deir bf`s.haix wen do we haff derhh tyme do spendd together..lyke last tyme? reali miss dem though. tomorrow am goiin tuhh sentosa.fyqie cant go widd mie widd sum reasons.andd i will be alone..AGAIN. not onlii dat.im alone widd all guyx surrounddingg mie.shit !wat am i gonna do.all marhh gf`s been bz dis holidae season.wat derhh heckk .miish euu guyx tuhh derhh max man.aiyoo.im still tinkinn abt tomorrow.how derhh hell am i goinn tuhh coverr it upp.i dun mindd bein widd marhh hubbie all derhh tyme.but derhh reason is, hu am i goinn widd tuhh derh washroom.hahas!im gonna dressedd upp alone? dis is insane! fyqie..i reali nidd ur helpp! helpp miie out!

2006-06-06T15:43:00.000+08:00

yea.long tyme nvr update my blog. bz uhh. not dat hapi aite.yesterdae my elder sis toldd miie.derhh cicak dedicatedd miie a song frm derh r radio.andd he saidd 'to hys beloved atyqah'.listen.no matter how hardd eu try, its impossible fer us to be baq together.i've got gudd reason erf my own fer leaving eu.i nvr discard eu jux lyke dat.we jux cant get along ya.derh song eu dedicated yesterdae, the fray-over my head, kinda touchedd miie alotsa.thk eu veri much.if derh song were fer miie, den thk eu but if its not den i tink im wrong. nwae,even if u're not reading dis or eu are, it doesn't matter to miie.all i wan eu tuh noe was, stop wasting ur tyme.im sori tuh sae dis but jux accept it. eu may lyke mie nw but eu will hate miie forever.its not dat i maq story.but it happens tuh miie before.

2006-05-13T12:08:00.000+08:00

woo hoots! heyy. umm. wadd tooh sae uhh?. oh yarhh, yesterdae was so sweet! meet widd hym lorz. its so nice! he's so cute man. but denn after meeting h hym, meet marhh g.frens at takka garden lorz. todae go town again. not datt loadded todae wors. hmm. he will be tooh. hpefulli we dere meet dere! sweet. sweet. sweet. niwaes niwaes, todae rain again. how derhh hell am aiie goiin tooh go out. duhh. sumore yesterdae feltt piity on hym lorz. at niight tok on derhh fon widd hym. andd den wiie did not tokk much lorz. s silentt derhh whole mins. andd i toldd hym i wanna sliip. felt pitty dderh. he wait ferr so long andd all aiie sayy was jux gd nite! otherr den datt, miie goiin tooh get a new hp derhh! marhh fon dat im usingg now dunchh habb mp3. bored bored. can`t waiit!

2006-05-11T12:12:00.000+08:00

holla! wow. nice nice. niwaes todae's thursdae. dunch nidd tooh go tooh skul. lyke =) next week skul again. sux. hatte it man. wen its going to hitt in derhh monthh erff june? wakaka. obviously its because marhh birdae cumin soon! hmm. yea. plan tooh celebrate att seoul garden. but dunno iff dere's still promotion or nott. hahas. niwaes, it luks lyke its going tooh rain..how am i going tooh get derhh skirt frm eqa?! yikes! hahas. neminds. dere's still other dae lorz. hmm. so longg tyme nvr onliine inn msn. dunnoe y larhh. dishh stupidd firewall makes miie frustratedd lorz. blockingg miie frm signing inn. nabeii cibaii. mishh marhh frens at msn datt aiie usually chatt widd! andd dishh so called `arneys` longg tyme nvr contact widd miie. did aiie do sumtinkk wrong tooh hym? uh-oh..he's not lyke dishh beforre. since im widd `arep` he startt not tooh contactt widd miie. y lerhh. as iff i do sumtinkk wrong tooh hym. tell miie y my frenn!!

2006-05-10T12:15:00.000+08:00

heyy pple! wakaka. yesterdae got a fight widd `cicak` lorz. realii hurt horz. but den tiredd erf all dish. mayb jux let derhh feeling awae. niwae, tomorrow`s holidae! cool rite? wow aiie dunchh nidd tooh wake upp in derhh mornin! yea. hmm jux now science ppr was so damn difficult! i can't even tinkk wat i haf jux revisedd! aiie leave alot erff blanks. man. its sux seriously. but not tooh worrie. no more exam aitte! cant waiit tooh go shopping! really out erf swimsuitt..all small2 lyke hell. how tooh wear? marhh gffren`s birdae jux arnd derhh corner! plan tooh go tooh sentosa. hmm. gotta grabb one erff dose..NOW!!

2006-05-08T13:02:00.000+08:00

weikk ppl!! wello. wello. todae veriie happie lorz. tomorrow i'm seating fer CPA Practical. wee! hmm, aniwaes i dunchh nidd tooh studdy. niice rite? left two mre pprs! andd off tooh holidae! yeah bebeh. duncch nidd tooh see marhh stupidd classmate frens (sum erff dem). plan tooh spendd MORE tyme widd marhh lollipop. but if he haf tyme ferhh miie. lurpp hym man. he's so sweet! damn sweet. lurv it lorz. hehez. niwaes euu guyx, duncch fohgett tooh tagg upp uhh! haix. mishh hym uhh. wen will we meet again? u're cutest face make miie wanna bite bite bite! wonderr iff he hadd derhh sme feeling as mine..

2006-05-07T14:01:00.000+08:00

`wee. wow. blogger`s getting excitingg even more! lurv iit. niwaes, niwaes, yesterdae realii werkk hardd lorz. marhh mid-year exam finishiing soon. yea. weez. butta..reallii hatte tooh go tooh skul lorz; coz now, iim not cloz widd dem. (marhh classmate frenns) urghh. sux derhh. dishh one particularr guy. verrii derhh cloz. but now not. he's getting different lorz. sad horz! toldd marhh bf `bout hym. all dishh while hadd helpedd hym so muchh. andd dishh was watt aiie get inn returnedd. y shldd aiie deservedd dishh. but denn, dunn quitte thinkingg `bout hym animore lorz. dun carex uhh. lett dem be uhh.

2006-05-06T14:17:00.000+08:00

heyys. umm..jux update marhh blogg lorz. longg tyme neva signn in..hehes. niwaes hu ever readd dishh, do tag up uhh! andd derhh tagboard. yea. umm niwaes broke upp widd `cicak` lorz. he startedd not tooh contact widd miie. hahas. but denn `arep kechique` came too miie. sweet. he's sweet horz! lykke hym derhh. still widd marhh ghurlfwens. but mimiRUDE, separatedd(but still contact)..she gave miie a cute redd teddiie. lurv it! well uhh last sundae on derhh 290406, i went outt widd my gf`s. goshh! chacha`s bf lukks jux lyke marhh hubbiie man!! cute derhx! same lehh! cute. cute. toodles!